‘She Has It Again’
Wednesday, December 19th, 2007
Life feels like it has stopped, and I am noticing that staying here, where life only ever turns up is so difficult.
This time the cancer is in the liver and maybe the brain and it seems to me that my life is over.
Mad, I am fit and healthy with five wonderful children and a wife who is still here, living out her life in the only place that life turns up, THIS MOMENT!!
How quick the mind is to rush off and make up a future place filled with pain!
Save me from it, WAKE UP Mark, this is it, life has turned out and this is it.
Now i know control is an illusion, I can only control who I am ‘being’ in this moment, that’s it, full stop.
